If you go here and scroll down to Recent Studies, you'll notice that there's many things the ACE test ignores.

But the extended list of adverse experiences is incomplete too:

https://www.christineortollcharity.org/post/adverse-childhoo...

> I have no one else to blame but myself.

Of course not! That sounds sad. (Also, some things just happen / are the way they are, without being anyone's fault)

But maybe you're the best person for doing something about things you aren't happy with :-)